Friday, March 25, 2011
it's weird how i become haunted by some dreams i've had. i become completely wrapped up in being possessed by memories of my subconscious, materialized during sleepytime. hours later, days later, often even years later...i can recall the most vivid details-the most jarring feelings. winter makes it worse. by worse i guess i mean more prevalent. by worse i mean i can't get shit out of my head. by worse i mean i want to sleep until i'm dead and then sleep some more. real life often feels off-and for reasons i can't put my finger on. the air smells wrong. sunlight is hitting those bricks wrong. i'm worried the house i saw in my dream doesn't actually exist. i'm worried nothing will ever feel right.